Why did I create Rewired?

I decided I needed to create REWIRED because no matter how many services I turned to, no-one could help me, because my issues were all online. The answer I got of every single professional was, 'if you don't like what you are experiencing online, log-off'. It was always like a blanket response. Completely emotional-less. Robotic. Not person-centred at all. Nobody was taking into account my; mental health, my lack of support outside of online friends was disregarded, thus no consideration for strengths-based practice our person-centred support. I was cast aside like a piece of dirt. I was told, it was expected with my 'line of work'. They were referring to my spicy sites. Because I have 'ONLYFANS' apparently I deserved to be treated this way (being told to quit life by online trolls). It was apparently ok that the misinformation was spreading like wildfire. This literally was a modern day witch hunt. I had used light work to counteract all the trolls when they were actively telling me to quit life and they literally came back with a full blown witch hunt. Apparently peoples beliefs are a protected characteristic these days. But not in my case. No-one cared. People were using deep fakes to generate hate for me and no matter how much I said that it didn't make sense to me, and I didn't recognise myself when they showed me the content that was used to get me arrested on multiple occasions. No-one suggested the use of deep fakes and the fact they could be using misinformation to defer mate my character was disregarded too. There was content of me apparently saying I was going to hurt my dog. This was another deep fake. I never remembered saying this and it started sending me insane. I felt evil. I felt like I had turned into someone I hated. But not one professional was able to look at the evidence and make sense of it. That's why I had to REWIRE myself. No-one was going to save me, so I had to save myself. I had trusted one man more than anyone since the two fake deaths that were made viral on TikTok. It turned out he was just scraping my data to use it against me later. He ended up blackmailing me for sexualised content from March 2023 and he still trys to get content of me now. I have been digitally domestically abused and no-one has helped me. Everyone just laughs because it's 'only online' and 'isn't that serious'. But this person has pushed me to nearly quit life on three separate occasions. It's actually alot more than that, but my PTSD has blacked it all out. Thank fuck. But I remember, on three occasions being on the edge. I won't get to graphic but it's been a lot. So in the end, after being belittled, bullied and pushed beyond belief, I decided to put myself first. I took myself offline and had a 100-day break from streaming and also tried to keep that person away from me. While I was fighting my internet addiction I was looking for support and I couldn't find any. Nothing suited. I met a friend who took me to an AA headquarters in York and he invited me to AA but that didn't fit for me. I don't have a problem with drink. All my problems stem from being online and nothing was tailored to help me. So I took the 12-step recovery programme and I reworked it suit my needs. That is how REWIRED was born. I hope I can use it to help others, but I have adapted it so other people don't need to take the 100-day break. That would be asking a lot. But if people do have the self-control, I do recommend trying it. It is very grounding to get back to the real world and step away from the online world for a little bit. It gives us time to rethink our lives and evaluate who we want in our lives and what we want to do. That's how I now feel brave enough to actually launch this website and start rolling out my programme. Being REWIRED is about getting back to our inner selves. It's about not putting too much value on other peoples opinions of us. Letting go of our egos and being mindful. Truly present.